打开书包… 抽出你用心为我写的小小日记 ……..
一字不漏的再看了一篇…….
page1, page2, page3, page4 ………………………………………一页,一页,一个字,一个字的阅读
你的每一天都能让我感受到你对我的爱 ….
真的能深深体会你对我的爱有都深 ….
你的可爱…你的顽皮…你的苦恼…你的相思…你的爱戴…
你的点点滴滴，甜…酸…苦…辣…
你对大陆同胞的不满….
你对家人的爱,你独自旅行的勇敢…….
我们的巧合….
你的每一个字都让我感动 … 看着看着眼泪已经掩盖我的眼睛………………
在这三个月里…… 你已经为我掉了不少眼泪…… 其实在这三个月内我的眼泪也经历如此… 只是你不知道而已
你想我的程度已经入魔了…………
没你陪伴我们在一起我的第一个生日 , 其实我真的有遗憾…..但我谅解。 但最遗憾的还是没接你机……….
偷你黑笔的人真是本尊…你不相信吧！！！！
三个月后的第一个星期….
就这样过了……. 我真的真的好想每一份每一秒的和你在一起…..
送小的到bus stop后，因为好想好想你，才到回你家。。。。。。。
but你告诉我你要私人空间 。。。。 我是有点sad.. but wat can i do, just because i miss you…
在走回家的路程，我的心酸酸的 。。头低着心里不停的想只不过是应为想你才有如此的冲动…….
what more can a nan ren do, i’m just a nan ren that love you so much …..
回到宿舍 …. 冲凉后就会芙蓉了…… 整个路程心里还是不好受………
到家后整个人蒙蒙，闷闷得…………
把不小心遗漏的物件带好…. 有到会八打灵在也的冲动…. i dont know where the 冲动 came from … but i didn;t make it…
手机突然响起，希望是你 …………….. but …
小的 ….. ask me did i get the key from er ji, i told her key not with me …
xiao de keep on asking me to call you ….
I don;t want to call you because, for me weekend is your own private time with your family …..
is the day that without my face on your eyes …..
小妹的坚持…… 没有让我不打的理由……
du ….. du ….. 没人接电话 , voice mail 的美眉开始talking .. (你电话的calling tone也太短了吧!!!!!)
还以为你不接我电话………..
过了很久很久……..
冒冒然电话响了….. “tsiewfan” 是你打来的…. 心理平息了好多……
After this holiday, I feel that you change a lot, you like changed to another person…
Not the Fan Fan I know b4 ….
I don’t know what make thing wrong…
Maybe I am the one who 2 sensitive …
Maybe I am not mature enough …
You must tell me you’re felling …
I just want you to be happy …
MUST tell me when ever you feel uncomfortable with what I do or what say
Maybe I’m really sticky …
That is because I really miss you …
You are that kind of girl that so independent …
I just feel that I can’t read your mind as b4
you start to pop-up questions like
“you are not the man I’m looking for“…” that is not necessary to see each other 24/7“
this is a BIg word for me .. it make me feel you are hinting me
I hope my “sickness” will get well soon …
Just hope that, all this is just my illusion, my imagination …
事情发生了，我充满了内疚。。。
我的内疚感已经开始惩罚我了，让我坐立不安，睡也睡不了，
如此的惩罚是弥补不了什么的，只能说是该死的。
I don’t know this mean alot to you…
Because of my 尴尬 turned thing bad….
I really feel guilty…………
But you really need to let me know when it needed…
Some time I don’t put hope in some thing … because I knew that…
With a bigger hope will suffer more l…
But with less hope you will gain more…
“That my point of view”
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I hope that you don’t keep this in mind…
We still allot of happiness to hunt…
Allot of problems to solve….
Allot of thing waiting for us in future…
You are the only reason, why “me” myself mean something to me…
Don’t feel sorry for my guiltiness <hope you do so>
It jus take time to recover…
—Kovin—-
